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k well its Cole. so yea that friday we had a slight disagreement and so catie went with melanie and then caitlin came over and said that catie was saying stuff about me so then i got mad but then caitlin told catie that me and catie werent friends anymore and that i was super mad at her when in fact i was mad but i had gottten over it and i hadnt even talked to catie or caitlin cuz i was gone that weekend. so when i got to school caitlin told me that catie was agian saying stuff about me so i was mad again but in turn caitlin told catie that i was saying stuff about catie when i never even breathed a word bout her. 1st hour was horrible cuz she sits right behind me and we were watching a movie so caties feet were up on my chair and i like hit them by accident so i was like "whoops sorry" in a nice friendly tone to i think both of our surprise. lunch was practically unbearable. i was soooo close to walking over to her to share my lunch with her like i always do. i have never ever felt so alone in my life ever. so we were like looking at each other and stuff. and normally i eat like a horse but i didnt eat hardly anything cuz i just didnt feel good. my tummy hurt. and then catie told me later that she wanted my noodles really bad and i was like "No way!! i was debating whether or not to give them to you!!" so yeah. 4th hour was just weird cuz i sat by her too. i dont even remember 6th hour cuz i wasnt really there. it like wasnt me. all i remember was sitting there and not talking. the WHOLE time. it got worse when i was home. i had like no life whatsoever. i didnt act like cole. now when im upset i dont cry and i usual;y dont tell people. so it wwas just really miserable. and then caitlin wouldnt leave me alone when i wanted to be left alone. so i hung out with emily and ohmigod i think that i went into a paranoia state cuz those people are SOOOOOOO boring. they dont have a sense of humor which is a major turnoff for me and thye didnt fricken do anything!! plus emily was like ditching me for brandon!! molly wasnt there and i couldnt find alesia and of course catie was out of the question. but then, the most amazing thing happened, it was time for Edru's. i thought it would be akward but i didnt know what i could do. im not good with people. i dont know what to say or do so its like an akward thing for me. even ask catie.i can look mad when im actually not , thank god catie knows the difference lol, so then people think im like glaring at them when im not and then its just like ughhhh leave me alone. so yeah. well we got there and catie was like looking at me and talking a tiny bit to me, whcih made me really happy cuz she was smiling at me and talking to me. and she saw that i was smiling back. good sign. what was really a turning point was when catie was like about to fall when i said jokingly "dont fall catie!!" and she looked at me and smiled and said back "dont go in the bathroom!!" lol inside joke. and smiled back at me. so then there was like 5 of us skating and catie was behind me and we had been talking a little bit that day when catie was like cole! cole! i gotta talk to you! now calling me cole is a VERY good sign because seh is the only one besides myself and my family who call me that. so i was like yeah whats up? and she was like come here so we went to like the wall thingy when i was like going towards the wall bout to hit it when she grabbed my arm and pulled me so i wouldnt hit the wall!! i was like omg how thoughtful!! that made me really happy. and then, the best part, we made up!! we told each other how much we were sorry (i almost cried) and how we missed each other and we hugged and everybody was like awwwwww!! and we got a GIANT ice cream cone. so yeah it was a good day. now im like still friends with emily but im more hesitant and not really myself with her and im mad at cailtin for telling catie crap and making her cry and stuff but we are on good terms. So all that matters is that me and catie are best friends again. :@!